Yesterday was my tenth wedding anniversary.

Let me write that again…

Yesterday was my TENTH wedding anniversary.

This from the person who cornered the minister right after the wedding to get the marriage certificate back to throw it away mendaciously.

The fuckers said he prefers to file it for us.

What a guy.

At the time was plan was to have the little bastard not be born a little bastard and get on with my familiar single motherhood status.

And then ten years went by.

I could get all deep and talk about soul reflection and feelings and shit but the bottom line is……

It is all about the comfort factor.

Being lazy and choosing what is easiest.

Dealing with a person that you truly can’t stand just because he really does try to do the right thing…albeit often being unable to comprehend what the right thing actually is.

So ten years of not vacationing together, working opposite shifts, communicating via instant message or notes and not even sleeping in the same room. Last night was the first time he and I had a meal out alone in over two years.

I didn’t enjoy it.

And that my friends will bring us to the next entry.